English thinking...

I've been thinking...

Is it too much to ask? If someone is around you, to need to feel his flesh above you?

Not anybody.... Just him...

Well, I haven't felt it yet... But, i can see it coming...

All of a sudden.!

Without being with him, i feel his eyes, holding my body, tight.!

No touch. Just looks... He is thinking... Probably of me... or whatever happened in the past...

He is not the only I feel around.

I feel someone else too...

Or...

I don't feel him... I am just trying to make him, feel me...

All the days that have passed since the first day I met him... Has at least, a second of his....

There is no air, without his existance.... There is no tomorrow, without the hope...

I don't know, what "moving on" means...

I tryed... I failed too many times... I succeded for once... Just a while... and then...

And then, I probably am able, to be with someone who can keep me company, during Christmas... 'cause, it's my celebration after all...

But, it feels like, i could never spend a day so special, without the person who is special to my heart...

I miss you, my love... My Sun. My Lover... But... It's not our time yet, to come...

Have a nice December... And may the end of the world, not to come...